astypalea
not to speak is best. to feel the stone muffle you. not to hear the incessant clacking of the wind echoed, trapped in your mind.
half-asleep in the cave, a woman sits on her cot, inside her head she thinks smooth unspeakable words: the man stands at a window of the cafe on the ridge,
his greeting a dark clash of flailing cymbals.
the strangers come and go for hundreds of years, the husband pours the whisky, offers chocolate; the mute man stands behind the half-open stable-door,
the weary light behind him lifts in a stone-cold dawn.
to be here is to be imprisoned by ancient defences: something secret has gone missing and cannot be spoken of: houses and castle hide by becoming this exposed hill
on a bare island seeming barren, worthless, voiceless.
the wind is trying to speak of blood, of despair, of the years of submission, mute rage in the heart?:
the shapeless voice is trying desperately to rouse us: far below grey waves batter the sheer wall of the ridge.
close the door. smile at small things. not to speak is best.
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